Sejak kepergian Baby Domi, I’m feeling so bitter… Kecewa sama banyak hal bahkan kecewa sama Tuhan. Ga ada hari terlewati tanpa derai air mata kesedihan. Whyyyyyyy oh why this is happening to me. Sedihhhhh banget.
I stop going to the church! True… and I’m not proud of it, but it’s just so hard for me to thank HIM by the death of my Baby Domi 😦
Anyway, but HE still can’t leave me alone hahaaa… and me, being at the lowest period of my life, still can’t make the distance with my Lord Savior 🙂
I’m blessed by HIS words… lewat firman Tuhan yang disampaikan oleh Ps. Sidney Mohede “even in the fire”.
Bagus banget kotbahnya, sayang udah dihapus di you tube. Tapi aku sempet capture beberapa notesnya. Untuk diingat2 seumur hidup.
Most important is:
Our peace does not come from GOD taking us out of our fire, instead OUR PEACE COMES FROM HIS DIVINE PRESENCE EVEN IN THE FIRE…
It just hit me right in my heart. This words of GOD is really for me in Baby Domi’s case. HE’s there, right beside me, when I’m in the fire… Thank you Lord Jesus.